Are Proud to be One?

CHINDIAN

( Aka KOpi'O +MilK)

Stuck in between two huge country's which are so much different in cultural diversity(the way of living) and cultural believes. Back to the ancient times of the king (maharajahs)in india example Ashoka and to the huge dynasty of china. I am kinda of confused being a chindian basically (being in the middle of somewhat two big cultural gradient) which sometimes makes me speakless at times .To be honest i am more to the chinese side (my moms side) and it is hard to be into both sides.

What should i say being a chindian is cool? Answer: Never. When ever i walk into a new room ?? Most of the people would think that I am a Malay.(Definitely)

Why I don't noe? Maybe it is the coloration of Coffee plus milk basically. What u will get brown rite! (Simple genetics). So far i have being called by many new faces by (lu melayu kah? lu Ah singh kah, lu dari mana india kah? Only word to be express by me is only sienzzzz...(here it goooes again!!!!)
People have also actually thought i am a Gujarati, Chinese (with dark skin), Indian obviously , Malay (it always happens), bangla (also got), and the list goes on... Here is one incident i used to go to school by bicycle okay, so there will be a shortcut which i use to go to school .and every single time I go throught that kampung (village) the people would actually greet me Assalamualaikum...And I was blur for one week. i did not answer them i just smile and went.... Until the following week i got fed up and guest what would i do?? I just relpy mualaikum salam...to them and came back ...Hahaha.

Okay that is apperance , when it comes to language ( that is another tingy).This is the part i dislike the most I only can speak chinese man!! Don't ever ask me in tamil or something ?? Because the next ting i am going to answer your damn question is in Malay?? I am kind of sad that i can't speak tamil actually(very very sad) so called indian fella only. when it come to speak tamil like (one dungu fella only)What the H**L? What ashame to me??

I have thought many times why not i am just a pure indian or chinese or something...easy to identify a certain individual not by assuming (something which he is not) just by one glance you would noe that he is a certain race! With me never one ( people have to think for some time....)

The best part of being a chindian is you can be disguise yourself when ever and whatever you want? No one remember, no one can talk behind your back because people don't noe that you can understand both languages(it happens all the time to me) i look like a malay somemore....hahaha (it is an advantage) That is the reason why i love being a chindian ( it totally rocks) i am totally Mix (Rojak).